I want to change the world...instead I sleep.
I want to believe in more than you and me.

But all that I know is I'm breathing.
All I can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now. -Imogen Michaelson

I don't think its particularly healthy to spend my days hibernating but there really arn't many people to visit down here, its deserted of most human activity. Although, the crazies do appear to be coming out in record numbers, I don't know where they were all year but they're certainly making their presence known. Thankfully, there is one crazy I haven't run into- I don't like Psychotic, and I don't like knowing he's only a mere kilometer away.

So, I spend my days in bed crying and mourning the loss of something I can't quite verbalise. I don't really know why the tears are so close to the surface. I seem to be so full of sadness that there isn't much room for anything else, tears overflow and kneeling over the toilet bowl makes me feel better than to digest.

all I can do is keep breathing

plus my cat died and I wasn't there, so now I can't be the crazy cat lady...merely crazy.