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HopePerhaps it is  Hope  We are celebrating in December   
Or  
worshiping the fear  And egoism of the season   
Recognising  the worthlessness of one  when falling asleep alone   
perhaps  hope  is all we have Hope
by ~Forbidden-Innocence
:And I: Remember youSometimes I forget how it felt.  
 
I forget the sweat,   -yours and mine-  
mixing with saliva,  
                              beer and  
the smoky Sydney air-  
Creating something so revolting      {and intoxicating},   I couldn’t help but choke   
I forget how you talked  
about your daughter and philosophy  
while laying on top of me  pressing  
-your mouth to mine-   
I f :And I: Remember you
by ~Forbidden-Innocence
Sunday Rain“Existence isn’t necessary”  You whispered into my ear   
The day the heavens opened  And spat down their hate   
Later in the day  I cried,  Curled into on my self  {I was}  Deserted in the grey bed sheets.   
{I liked you} all the while  You lay with me  Arguing over sheets  and holding me close   
You told me I had sexy  Eyes  {And hair}  and,  
you said it in a way  which I believed  I was {in fact}  Sexy   
but once you were gone,  I was once again  
“drunk and inappropriate” Sunday Rain
by ~Forbidden-Innocence
Begining Middle EndBeginning   
I lit one Marlboro red  Then two and  Three   
Listening  And looking for a sign  That you were on your way   
{It seems,  I was always waiting for  You}   
----------------  Middle   
I think  You knew  That every night   
-lying beside you-   
I cried my self  To  Sleep   
-----------------  End   
I sat down  And curled my hair  The moment you asked  To be my Friend   
The painful façade  Of shiny, loopy curls  Was all I could think  T Begining Middle End
by ~Forbidden-Innocence
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FourteenWaking up without you  
is like waking on a mattress  stitched with itching fish     who drink and laugh and writhe  and transfer their lonely scales  onto my half of our lips. Fourteen
by ~LoveShotEyes
Winter SkinDrawing hearts on windows in the long winter days,  writing love letters in the clouds with our fingertips.  Promises are like fingerprints, plans are like dust  he held onto her till she wept rainbows.  Footprints in the snow whispers, "I believe in you."  
 
Cold hands, warm embraces and tired eyes,  handfuls of snow from snow covered cars.  Flying geese across frosted windows,  she held onto him till the stars fell away.  Falling snow cries, "I believe in you."   
Frozen lakes and frosty roads,  
i've been learning to try my whole life.  Caged birds sing about silhouette Winter Skin
by *DrowningByWords
Yuletideflakes fall, thick and fluffy  from Her mantle  to the Earth below  muffling our steps   
following the spiral labyrinth  to the birthing house  Mother and Crone, side by side,  one midwife to the other.   
Through the long night,  She pushes, the Crone urging her on  massaging the Mother  on the birthing stool.   
And a cry!  The babe  in the Crone's arms  No longer does the Darkness hold sway  but the Light, the Sun reborn. Yuletide
by ~illyria-godking
medicinei think i'm being poisoned   
i bite my yellow pills in half  and choke on the bitter powder   
wash it down with water   
my stomach is cold and i'm empty   
i lay back in my bed and think of blue ropes of stars  and satin pillows laying next to you   
but my bed is empty  i wish it smelled like you   
i lay on the edge looking upside down and  
i'm wondering if the pills will fall back out of my head   
i'm pretty sure it has holes in it   
my head- not the pills   
and every time i'm upset  it's -did you take your medicine?- & medicine
by ~anoddchild
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...Keep Breathing...

Sun Nov 18, 2007, 1:58 AM
I want to change the world...instead I sleep.
I want to believe in more than you and me.

But all that I know is I'm breathing.
All I can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now. -Imogen Michaelson

I don't think its particularly healthy to spend my days hibernating but there really arn't many people to visit down here, its deserted of most human activity. Although, the crazies do appear to be coming out in record numbers, I don't know where they were all year but they're certainly making their presence known. Thankfully, there is one crazy I haven't run into- I don't like Psychotic, and I don't like knowing he's only a mere kilometer away.

So, I spend my days in bed crying and mourning the loss of something I can't quite verbalise. I don't really know why the tears are so close to the surface. I seem to be so full of sadness that there isn't much room for anything else, tears overflow and kneeling over the toilet bowl makes me feel better than to digest.

all I can do is keep breathing

plus my cat died and I wasn't there, so now I can't be the crazy cat lady...merely crazy.

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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: "Keep Breathing"- Ingrid Michaelson

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  • Current Residence: Dunedin, New Zealand
  • Interests: writing, playing with my d50, reading, travelling
  • Favourite band or musician: thats a stupid question
  • Favourite poet or writer: Jewel Kilcher, Sylvia Plath, Jim Carrol, Ted Hughes and Jeffrey Eugenides

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Mood: Sociable *DrowningByWords:iconDrowningByWords: Aug 14, 2008, 9:05:29 AM
:wave: hi luisa
how are you?
its been a long time :hug:
hows new zealand?
hope things are well
and wish you a lovely
rest of the week :cuddle:
:sun::flowerpot:

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Mood: Affection *DrowningByWords:iconDrowningByWords: Feb 14, 2008, 11:11:15 AM
:wave: missya Luisa :hug:
I wish you a happy valentines
and a lovely weekend
my friend and I hope its full of lots of happiness, love
and inspiration :heart: :hug:
:flowerpot::blowkiss::butterflytwo:

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Music Is True Love:love:You have never been in love/Until you've seen the stars/Reflect in the reservoirs:love:Book Lovers Of The World Unite!
Mood: Compassion *DrowningByWords:iconDrowningByWords: Jan 10, 2008, 7:52:44 AM
so sorry to hear about your cat Lu :hug: :cuddle:
wish you a much happier, warm and inspiring 2008
look forward to seeing some more poetry I miss it :hug:

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Music Is True Love:love:You have never been in love/Until you've seen the stars/Reflect in the reservoirs:love:Book Lovers Of The World Unite!
~illyria-godking:iconillyria-godking: Dec 26, 2007, 7:33:27 AM
Thank you for the fave on Yuletide

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~silver1234:iconsilver1234: Dec 24, 2007, 6:10:31 AM
Merry Xmas Sweety!!!
Hope your having a fantastic time and hope to talk soon
Miss ye
Steve
Mood: Jolly *DrowningByWords:iconDrowningByWords: Dec 8, 2007, 9:51:34 AM
If A Fat Guy Grabs U and puts u in a bag, don't worry I told Santa I wanted u 4 Christmas!
Send this to 10 people u care about including me!
SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL YOU LOVE.

:snowing::alienxmas::holly::snowing:
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Have a gr8 xmas Lui :drunk: :glomp::hug:
christmas kisses to you
:holly::smooch::holly::smooch:

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